

CSI is on tonight. That is something to look forward to, at least for today... It's an extremely cloudy day down in Simei and I'm bored out of my wits. Even though I've blogged like hundreds, thousands or maybe millions of times, I'm not sick of blogging yet, although I do procrastinate like recently. I haven't lost interest in it, just too bored and rotting and procrastinating like a lazy bummish grasshopper.
Spent the day keeping cool (eg. bathing, hydrating self etc etc), editing this blog (I added a couple of avatars to entries as well as like links to long lost friends' blogs.) and well, lazing around. Gah. I seriously haven't understood the reality of my situation. I'm gonna be an O'level student, who will sit for the O'level examination for seven subjects and more, and here I am, lazing my ass off on some computer chair which feels like shit. :)
And I can still smile... ... Ho ho ho. I bet my parents will so worry like shit next year and I'll just jump around like ants on a frying pan.
It's coming. It's coming. It's coming. Oh heck. Yeah... ... Just don't want to think about it much. The choices. And everyone knows I can't make any decision! How can I possibly decide all by my lonely self which courses I want to take or where I'm gonna go. I can so die. :)
And I can still smile... Oh bummer. Seriously. OH BUMMER! I hate making decisions. I don't even know if I want to go to a JC or a Poly and I'm sticking to the whole NGEE ANN MASS COMMS thing for no reason. There is simply no reason why I want to go there. I just do. It's like inbuilt. Washed into my brain... There seems to be no absolutely not one solid reason why I feel like going there after my O'levels. I mean. It's like something to aim for and theres no reason why I want to got there. And other than mass comms the only other thing I'm interested in is business (and that's only for the tourism part).
But then again, I think about SAJC and I think that isn't so bad either only thing I don't know what the heck I'll do there. SAJC is very attractive to me because my mom goes to SACC which is St Andrew's Community Chapel which is like a branch from St Andrews Cathedral, so my mom tells me about the building of the Christian community and it sounds spankingly good to me. But then again, like I'll ever ever make it in there.
On a lighter note... Fellow bloggers, congratulations. We have been declared people of the year for our opinionated opinions regarding world issues like Saddam's bushy eyebrows and what not. :) Also the word of the year is also BLOG. Which means we are all taking the world by storm even if we're complaining about the cat poo on the floor which needs to be cleaned.
Gah... I'm bored. Seriously. I wonder when Wei Sheng will call. My brain is going, "Please call soon. Please call soon. Please call soon." It's like a looped recording going on and on and on. And on... And on...
**carrie** (misses Wei Sheng!!)
