This is so frustrating. It's worse than being pregnant... To be stuffed full with oily food feels very bad. Horrible. Ahhh-ified! Freaking horrible. Ran in and out of the toilet for the third time. Wah... Vommitted alot of sour stuff... Shouldn't have taken so much sour stuff. :( Couldn't help drinking the VERY sour Sprite Lemon thingy that they were giving for free... And the sour plum juice was very very nice! Paying for it right now. Bah. I feel a little itty bitty better right now after three rounds of gastic juic-ified blarghing into the toilet bowl. :S
Anyway, I feel so bad for being angry with dearie yesterday!!! Aiyo... How could I be such a petty person. Seems like a VERY bad case of miscommunication. Aiya... I feel horrible leh!!! :( Not his fault lah actually. Shouldn't have lost my cool leh. Should have just calmed down and think through stuff slowly... If I had thought through everything logically, I wouldn't be so mad with him lor!! Woah... To say my reaction yesterday was petty is an understatement. :S Heh. I'm so sorry dearie for being mad with you.
Seriously, I can't seem to stay mad at anyone for a long time. And I definitely can't stay mad at my dearie for more than ten minutes after he apologizes... I feel so awful after that. :S Gah...
SORRY DEARIEEEEEEEEEEE! MuackxX! I love you!!! I'm so sorry I was mad at you dearieee! Went out with my mom today for some very rare mother-daughter bonding. We went shopping lah. I mean what else do mother and daughters do? Of course go shopping lo. And I am a terrible shopper. I just couldn't find anything I wanted and when I did, I have a terrible size. I can never find the size I want. So in the end we went from Wisma Atria then to Fareast Plaza... From there we went down all the way to Heeren and then to Cineleisure. I only found a skirt I liked at Cineleisure lah, which my mom thought didn't sell clothes. Lolx. She was like, "Cineleisure got sell clothes one ah?" So I got a skirt from there lah. It's a bit shorter than what I wear normally because the length of skirt I always wear ceases to exist anymore. :( Oh yeah... And cute sleeved shirts that are simple and plain no longer hang from the hangers of the clothes stores. :( So my mom said, "Don't care lah." And she was trying to brainwash me that I actually wasn't that fat and stuff like that to make me feel better. In the end we still couldn't find tops in Cineleisure... So we went down to Bugis by MRT.
Walked and walked and walked... Gahhhh. Finally bought this halter which my mom spotted lah. My mom told me and insisted that it was the cutest thing she saw today. So I try lor... (It's pink by the way. Haha. Aiyo.) And bought it. SO I FINALLY FINISHED MY CHINESE NEW YEAR SHOPPING!!! And I bought stuff I don't usually wear... Like halters and short skirts... Hmmx... Dearie should be proud of meee! Haha. Cos I'm taking his advice and trying to think I'm not THAT fat lah. I was overjoyed okay!!! ;) Heh. We went to walk a bit after sitting down for fifteen minutes chatting about Ngee Ann Poly and Mass Comms. I told her I kinda wanted to do journalistic writing leh. She was a bit weirded out by that idea I think but after that she was like okay okay with it lah. She still thinks (like all of my friends) that I should be a newscaster. Which I don't think is a good idea!!! :X Haha.
I caught sight of a VERY nice purple top for my mom and for once my eyesight wasn't that pathetic... SHE LIKED IT LOR!!! Heh. *I'm so proud of myself!* Haha. I felt it would definitely look good on her although she was a bit reluctant to try on the purple one at first. HEH! She tried in the end due to my persuasive powers of speech. :) She bought it in the end... Hohoho. I feel reassured that I have a tinny bit of fashion sense because I absolutely cannot pick my own clothes... :X
Hmmx. Lalala. Awwiex. I feel alright already. :D Probably vomitted everything I needed to be rid of already. I wonder if dearie is tired with his homework. Wonder if he's taxed or saturated... Ehh...
I love my dearieee... :) Gonna stay up until he completes his homework. (I hope I don't sleep lehh!)
**carrie** (loves wei sheng!!!)
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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This is done in view of the number of people who are able to access the blog. Also views expressed on this blog are usually done at the spur of the moment.
Forgive the writer (specifically carrie) should she unknowingly offend. Excuse her. However like every other blogger in this blogosphere,
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