Downright downwards
Friday, January 07, 2005 3:42 PM
The curve on my smiley would be pointed slightly downwards if I typed in a smiley at this moment and it's not at all hard to know why, but that's not really the reason. Loads of mounting homework is SO not the reason. I'm not just a sad smiley because I'm tired. I'm just unpredictably moody (the silent type of moody) and there are no more moodswings. It's just like a straight line all the time. I'm always that way now. I haven't snapped at anyone as of yet, and I try my best to paste a upwards smile on my face, but then I feel so tired when I get back... And my sister's daily woes are frustrating me. Her grumbling is beginning to be a real pain. I have never felt so upset about nothing in my life.
Basically, I'm downright downwards.
Nevermind, can always try to be cheery lah.
Heh. So I shall blog about cheery things to be the cheery Carrie that everybody likes. Shall slap those mildly upsetting 'political issues' out of my mind, forget about all the weird stuff that's happening and concentrate on NOT trying too hard to be happy. Okay. Maybe it's the stress acting up although I don't want to blame it on stress. If anything's wrong with myself, I should answer for it and not push the blame onto something else like PMS or what not.
But I'm not.
Freaking hell. If I was in a better mood, I would blog about Jean's cute (actually shuai) little bro who came for the CCA Orientation today. He's so short and cute and shuai... But I won't because no mood to talk about cute kids today. :(
Instead I'm just going to leave the entry depressing as it is. I really haven't got the mood to do much of the things I enjoy anymore...
**carrie**
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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