I've been wanting to blog for about one week plus now, been procrastinating the blog entry. Ends up right now, I'm sitting on my bum, not knowing what to write because there are simply too many options to choose from! It's like a few days worth of opinions and all that kind of shitty Auntie Carrie things that I used to like to write because I'm so bored (and boring).
I miss my dearie lehhhhhhhhhhhhh!
And I feel like killing all those pop-ups. HAH! Advertise for Anti-Spyware programme some more... I WONDER HOW AH... THAT DISGUSTING POP-UP MANAGED TO INVADE MY COMPUTER. PUI! Damn you pop-ups!
My bad temper is partially due to the rather, okay, VERY itchy throat cough I have. It's the incessant cough-cough-cough (three coughs or more in a row one, AH pop-up! ARGH!) kind. How to feel happy as usual when you cough and get pop-ups at the same time! Freaking agitating! I hope it doesn't hang ah. :(
And by the way ah, this is like some really random thing, what is with those update address book thingys. I do not respond or sign up to shit like that leh. PLEASE don't clog my already constipated toilet bowl e-mail account can? The next person who sends me one more invite or anything related to some lame formal e-mail asking me to sign up to that dumb address book updater thing I WILL... I WILL... Aiya. Don't send lah. Okay? :)
Anyway...
This is like so so so off timing lah, but did anyone else watch Shallow Hal on Channel 5 other than Clara? Haha. I liked it. So did Clara. Yeah lor. Why pretty must equal to skinny, thin and almost stickish non-existent? Why har? Why? Why are we forced to believe eating one puny stick of carrot or diet coke or (Heh... Gonna dig my sister's 'friend' Chanel) just rice (because chicken is "Eeeee!")?
Ouch! I can feel blood in my throat! :X Coughing again! BLARGH!
Okay, I digress a bit hor.
Recently after getting that killer cough plus almost there fever, I've had this blood coming with my mucus when I blow them out... And... Sometimes when I cough... Which is pretty yucks lah. I hope it's not an infection man... :X BAH. I want to get well soon! Wish me a nice get well soon hor!
Back to the topic.
WHY AH? Answer me leh? How come thin = pretty? Why isn't there plump = pretty! Or single eyelid = pretty! Or Tummy (which is very cute if you're married and have kids lah) = Pretty? Why is it, big boobs = nice...
So lamo shit lah. The definition of beauty.
How come they set a quota for beauty queens? You mean you can judge beauty ah? Can I like slam the judges... Not like there hasn't been enough through the years. How come not tall enough means OUT? How come plump people not allowed. Because they are not pretty har? Go promote your unhealthy thin lah because unhealthy fat is worse is it? Makes no sense man. I see loads of pretty girls and none of them come in stick thin proportions. What, hands stick thin is nice meh. Does it mean halters can only be for thin 'pretty' girls (who are pretty only because they are unhealthy skinny)? Wah Don, haha, I bet you regret saying that I shouldn't wear halters because it makes me look fat, because hor...
SO WHAT? I'm not offended lah. Heh. I'm just making a point. But I kind of think it doesn't make sense to say someone shouldn't wear something because it makes them look fat! I mean, you mean looking fat is a sin? Although I agree gluttony is a sin, but eating nothing, dieting for the perfect figure is like shit man. Torturing your body is like sin too lor. I don't hate those girls with like you know, less fat than normal lah, more likely I'm slamming the people who glorify that fat doesn't equal to pretty and that beauty can only be defined as those girls who are allowed into pageants.
COME ON LOR.
To think that till this day and age, I have the like oppotunity to slam the public and the media (heh!) for this humiliating discrimination. You don't think its discrimination. Sure one. Because it's ingrained so deep in your mind that anything other than beauty pageant material or the like is beauty. Slap yourselves awake can? My gosh. Little has changed. And people can be outraged over racist stuff when the fat or imperfect take all the crap and no one gives a damn. It's like the Aids Epidemic and the Tsunami incident. Aids is more pressing yet everyone is like "WAH! TSUNAMI! HELP!" Have you seen people go, "Aiyo... Aids is a growing epidemic! We should help!" No right!
That's what I'm trying to say.
Beauty has been defined by the media and I am ashamed that I play right into their hands, believing in their shallow definition of beauty. The so called imperfect people of the world need liberation from the invisible oppression from the world. :( Believe it or not, we all have discriminated against those who are not considered pretty either due to height or the word 'fat'. It's an imperfect world we live in, so why is there a definition for beauty? Stupid shit is it? It's like some elitist thing. Admit it world, we like the idea of top of the food-chain lah. It doesn't matter if they aren't Mensa material. Oh wait. It doesn't matter even if they cannot speak properly.
Whatever. I am in no position to talk, but I still do (want to talk!) because it's a truth! THE FAT AND SHORT ARE BEING DISCRIMINATED!!!
Haha.
Oh well... Have to thank Don for causing that involuntary spark of er... outrage that I managed to contain. I don't hold it to heart. Oh wait! I do! Haha. But aiya, shall channel negative energy to make that positive aura appear...
I suddenly very much want to be the fattest Miss Singapore Universe ever. Hohoho. FAT PEOPLE AND SHORT PEOPLE!!! WE MUST RALLY FOR OUR RIGHTS!!! WHY ARE WE BARRED FROM COMPETITIONS SUCH AS THESE BECAUSE OF OUR ER... WEIGHT AND HEIGHT!!!? And why must people say that fat or shortness is unattractive? WHY? Aiya. Wait a few more years than say... Shall go slam media again when they refuse to let me join Miss Singapore Universe because of weight and height matters. :) SLAM SLAM SLAM. For now... Heh.
**carrie** (loves wei sheng)
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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This is done in view of the number of people who are able to access the blog. Also views expressed on this blog are usually done at the spur of the moment.
Forgive the writer (specifically carrie) should she unknowingly offend. Excuse her. However like every other blogger in this blogosphere,
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