As you all know. AHEM. May is like a month of numerous cakes and AHEM presents.
I myself am one of the many people to be born in this month. AHEM.
And AHEM, May is like around the corner... AHEM.
My birthday is like on the 18th day of May AHEM.
AHEM.
AHEM.
AHEM.
OKAY LAH. I'll stop hinting and go into this wishlist business full blown. (As can be seen from my blatant display of desperation, I really don't know what to blog but want to blog all at the same time.)
Okay lah. I want to celebrate with friends leh... But my freaking Chinese O's are like 12 days or so away from my birthday. Doesn't that like so SUCK like a suckerfish?
So the next best thing is, all you people be nice to me and make me feel loved because I lack parental love and am seriously brain damaged by the whole parent-against-parent-hate-each-other-ongoing-ordeal thingy. I need to be smothered in love and care and lots of pampering and so on so on.
:D
So I don't care even if you give me a candle I WILL ALSO be SO HAPPY and CARED FOR that I will hug you to itty bitty bits and be like thankful that although my family is in ruins and so is my brain, at least there are people there for me. Because its the thought that counts.
:D
Okay. If you felt the smileys were fakey. I admit they are fakey.
I just want my dearie to treat me like I matter. I know I matter to him. If only I could feel it more. Am I buckling under the immense stress or is it the hormones talking or whatever shit.
GAH. I GIVE UP. This is VERY TIRING.
**carrie**
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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