a nightmare would be a life without you

Aww. Just one more time.
Tuesday, May 10, 2005 9:25 AM

Yea lah. I should BLARDY stop coming back on to blog. BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. Lolx. Abstinence for a week is more than the weak flesh can bear. :P

I'm probably gonna blog until like Friday where I'll jump around, peel down the newspapers on the notice board to liberate it, go to the children's library and take photos while still jumping around like a crazy kid. Then I will splurge like siao on some cafe or something.

Why?

Because my birthday freaking coming lah!

Haha. Yeah. It's more than one week away (18.05)! But the whole intensity about my birthday is more than I can bear (sort of like this blog entry).

So on Friday got anyone celebrate my early birthday celebration with me not? I mean, WAH SEH, my birthday is on a freaking weekday Wednesday, bo pian celebrate early can? Haha.

If cannot... Aiya. So sad.

Then I go myself!!! Haha. My birthday leh! MINE. Birthday!

I don't know whats the matter with me.

Don't you JUST LURRRVEEE blowing out candles?

I do!

Don't you JUST ADOOORREEE smashing up the cake?

Okay. I do! (Even if you don't!)

Don't you JUST ENNNNJJOOOOYYY the whole pumping heartbeat that comes with screaming happy birthday at the top of your lungs?

I DO LOR!

I'm so happy lah. It's finally coming. I just feel like a three year old kid again. Wait a minute. Haha. That seems like yesterday! Blackforest cake!

La. La. La.

Please pretty please someone go crazy with me on Friday. :)

I just love the idea of going amok like some siao char bo after the exams.

But I don't know what I want for my birthday. Haha. My dad asked me but I don't dare look him in the eye and say "I WANT IPOD MINI!" Cos I'm too scared he die of heart attack lor.

Don't know why I haven't got the habit to do a wishlist for birthdays. I think its cos I don't like disappointment of no one spending my birthday with me and stuff. And besides it so much happier when your friends come up and surprise you when you don't have anything in mind. Like last year. Siu Lun, Kannan, Kenny mei mei, TY and Clara were so freaking sweet lah! They got my my tinny winny cute rabbits that are like enormous giant pellet eating monsters that are so naughty I can rip my head out lah. But their like the sweetest things to happen to me lah.

I just want to spend my birthday with my dearie...

But its a weekday. So I'm expecting nothing on a weekday lah. GAH. Life is quite happy lah hor. Gotta look at all the ups.

And my current ups is that on Friday my exams will be over and I can run free and crazy. Like a ... pony.

Heh.

Oh yeah, blogs were in the news AGAIN. If I remember correctly, I began blogging in 2002. That means I've been blogging for three years. That's kinda cool. Me and blogs and craziness go way back. Like friends. Like Stephie, PN and me.

Aiya so sad. I never got to see them on their own birthdays lah. But I remembered. For once I remember something.

Off to go MUG LAH. WHAT AM I DOING HERE!?

**carrie**