I'm like in this totally bad mood, so I decided that I shouldn't stay stuck at home. Right after this I'm taking time alone out of this freaking house. I so have to get out before I feel anymore depressed and pissed and everything. Oh whatever. This mood is irritating me to bits.
I'll go do two more alphabets of my chinese compulsory words before I step out of the house to do some walking around Tampines Mall and Century Square. Shall get myself shorts or something to make me feel better.
I'm not pak-tor-ing okay! I know people like Shi Jie and Dua Ling thinks I like to pak-tor everyday or something. I am so not pak-toring. In fact today, I'm gonna go walk-walk-jalan-jalan-gai-gai, by myself.
Yeah lah. Pathetic lah. Birthday don't even have a birthday cake. Birthday evening also don't have people to keep me company. My mother was shocked that I was spending my birthday at home lah. Weekend walk alone. But I don't need pity because it isn't pathetic. (But I DO want a cake.) I think going out to have some time alone isn't a sad thing. Its very independent. I'm so proud of myself. But hor, if you people reading this pity me, also can lahhh. Just call me and go walk with meee! :) I'm a lonely zit.
Sheesh. Will get out in thirty minutes. I think its the house. Its giving me all these weird feelings like being sad and stuff. Can't wait for it to rain. I bet I'd love getting wet. Rain is good for the brain.
Gah.
Shall gorge myself with cake. I heard chocolate heals everything.
**carrie**
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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