Yesterday was real sweet and weird. Dearie sent me home, which is real tough on him. He was real nice about it. Sometimes I feel extremely bad that I make him feel bad about not sending me home and stuff. It's just really unreasonable of me. Okay. That aside. Yesterday was weird lah. I was on the same train CABIN not just train okay, as my mom and sis.
They were like on their way back from my grandma's place (some last minute arrangement they made) for Mother's Day. And I was evil enough to go study for Chemistry with Weisheng instead of loading love and care and concern on the two most important women in my life- my granny and mummy. Gah. Yes. I'm evil. But I spent like the whole of Friday shopping with her lah! I mean, Mother's Day is not about that particular day right? RIGHT?
Anyway, we were in the same cabin and I didn't notice until a while later. Then I sort of waved to them and it kinda got awkward. I mean, you don't really see your parents when you're out with your other half... I am SO blessed to have an understanding mum and all. Because I told her about Weisheng before, so she's pretty cool about it and she even tried to make it less embarrassing by trying not to look at me. Lolx. It was quite sweet and cute of her.
I wonder if dearie was embarrassed.
Moving on.
I kinda didn't note down my GEOG and Amaths Paper 1 on my planner. So guess what happened?
I absolutely didn't study GEOG.
Yes. I panicked like a little. About 15% of my brain went into flashing red signs and everything. But I kinda cooled down about it. Seriously after I adjusted to the fact that I had to recall everything I've been listening in class and everything would be okay, I felt really okay.
I bet everyone is like thinking I'm a slacker.
BUT I AM NOT OKAY!
It's a good thing I studied for Geog like a little in advance a couple of weeks back and along last week. CANNOT imagine if I didn't lah! I was lucky, there wasn't much content based shit about Agriculture and that was good. Really good. If not I would cry. And I now know that Miss Poh is my favourite teacher because if she didn't keep scolding us in class and ripping us in the head with all her hoo-ha about listening and taking notes, I bet I will DEFINITELY fail this geog test. Now all I've left to do about Geog and stop worrying about it, wait for the return results, hope for the best, and study it some more to prepare for O'Levels.
And about Geog that almost slipped my mind...
I actually did one extra question cos I didn't read the instructions carefully. :X
I was wondering why I used so much paper for Section A.
I am so blur.
Amaths was THE ultimate killer. It is also VERY lucky that I went for revision tuition yesterday also. I am one very lucky girl. :)
But it was still very killer. I just... It's like questions that don't even look like the ones I've been trying in 10 years series lah. I'm just so stumped on application. Dang. When can I ever be okay with Amaths. Amaths is a guarrenteed fail, but I'm quite happy that I managed to try attempted all questions and managed a few questions. Now the thing is whether I bungled my double digit chances. Careless mistakes may help me get a single digit again. I wish I agreed to drop Amaths earlier. Why was I so blind? AHHH!
But I really like Amaths too.
I love practicing it nice and slow. Question at a time, cancelling my mistakes and trying again. It just all boils down to time lah. I hate rushing my stuff. And I like to do Amaths questions like at leisurely pace with someone I can clarify and ask stuff about the questions. I hate Amaths exams but I just love the whole whoosh whenever I finally get a question right.
I don't know. It's kinda love-hate relationship with Amaths right now.
But I HATE emaths. HATE HATE HATE!
Grr. The end. No more talk about darkness, forget this wide eyed emaths fears...
Theres Chem tomorrow. I'm looking forward to that test. BUT THERES EMATHS TOO. :C I HATE EMATHS. Quite oxymoronic this situation is.
I'm off to study Chem. I'm so prepared to flunk Emaths since I just hate it and can't do it at all. I wish someone could rekindle my interest in that stupid crap subject. :(
I love Chem though. Thanks to Mrs Low and dearie for coaching me on it and providing interesting points to the subject. I want to do well for Chem. Or at least better than whatever crap I'm dealing out these days.
I just HATE emaths.
The end.
**carrie**
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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