a nightmare would be a life without you

Age Is Catching Up On Me. FAST.
Friday, July 22, 2005 9:29 AM

I'm forgetting things.

VERY OFTEN these days.

Its not that scary if you isolate all the tiny incidents, but it DOES get scary when you yell at supposedly one of your closest friends because you forgot that he has already done something which he was supposed to do for you.

Its a good thing we're all good friends. Wouldn't wanna think about what would happen if it was Moo Moo or someone else I yelled at. World War Three? Maybe. But then again, familiarity breeds contempt so I probably wouldn't have gone off my rocker if I misunderstood someone else. I mean, we only yell at people we know better right? Just because we're too comfortable around them... Its a wrong and very horrid attitude, but we're all only human.

No excuse Carrie, no excuse.

Oh man, I'm monologue-ing (I have a problem with spelling this word) again. So I'm pretty psychotic PLUS FORGETFUL. But then again, don't we all when we blog?

I also forgot that Dory from Finding Nemo is not neccessarily a DORY FILLET. Hmm... But then again I bet nobody cares whether or not she's an Australian catfish. We all think shes the cute absent-minded LITTLE BLUE FISH anyway. So who cares if I accidentally referred to her as THE DORY FILLET in Finding Nemo.
Oh man, I'm walking off topic. See what I mean. I'm getting so forgetful and absent minded its scaring me.

I think I won't be so suay as to be the minority who suffers from Alzeimers because like NO WAY! And its too typical. Everyone thinks they're getting it when they're not. I think its just a temporary stress related memory loss.
But I think I was pretty mean today! I mean, I yelled very furiously at TY for 'misplacing' my CCA form when the truth was he had already handed it to me in the morning. The problem was it also slipped his mind he had given it to me already. So I HARPED (oh my GOSH!) on it for the WHOLE day only until the last period when I packed up and realized it was stuffed under my marker set for an entire morning. Oh gosh! I was so embarrassed! I mean I yelled at him and everything and I was entirely guilty about everything I said and how suaned him!

I'm glad he was cool about it. In fact when I apologized later at BK during lunch, he said he quite enjoyed having the power to 'suan' me back about things. So we're okay.

But shucks! Until now I CANNOT FOR THE LOVE OF GAWD remember that scene where he passes me the paper. In fact I cannot recall much of my early morning. :X

I think its stress. Too much to handle, so little time. With Racial Harmony and MATHS and failing MATHS and CHEMISTRY. OMIGOD. I'm driving myself nuts!

Gotta calm down somehow. I'm NOT going bonkers.

Cool it,
carrie