As we were walking home (TY, Clara and I) after school one day last week, we all started talking about our band which is still in the gestation periods. And I said, "It will never make it big." Because after all we talk about it like FOREVER but we never get down to doing much about realizing it. So we'll always be pregnant mothers and we'll never give birth to our little pride and joy. Haha.
TY then teased me (or rather 'SUANED' me) saying that I would never ever make it. Then Clara immediately answered for me (I'm used to the suaning cos we do it all the time), "Carrie, you'll make it big."
And suddenly, even though I had this major ego bursting moment a second ago, I felt assured of myself. Trust Clara to be full of empathy and all. She always seems to say the best things at the best times. Unlike me. I think I'm too self centred and full of self love to know what to say. But I try.
Even if I don't make it big one day (I didn't get what Clara meant actually. Make it big in what sense?) I'll remember what Clara did to encourage me all this while.
I wasn't exactly a one time hit with Clara and I think it was mutual. Maybe she didn't hate my guts and sloppyness, but I know we weren't exactly best friend material for each other when I first met her. Haha. But we worked out after last year. Secondary Two was a tulmultous time I tell you. Lol. Clara was like a ticking time bomb and I'm like a heat sensor time bomb which will explode if she explodes. We had our fallouts. Don't know why, how... OH! Cos of TY suddenly things got better. Its strange how sometimes things work out. I'm TY's 'shijie' (big sister in like a 'sect' but in my case cos of a leadership group) and we had the same 'shifu' so... We usually joked around and hung out, but not so much. One day TY decides he likes Clara and then I became the mastermind. Haha. :D Guess who tied the red knots?
ME!
I'm so proud of myself.
Lol.
Anyway, after that the three of us hung out more and then I became the 'dian deng pao', the brightest lightbulb in history. But I don't think they mind lah. XD
Thats how the three of us become close friends.
Which is weird.
I still think its really weird whenever I think about it.
The unlikely clique. Hmm...
Gonna go eat my 'ROU GU CHA' (BAK KUT TEH) instant mee. Hungry, carrie
P.S: I found out my prepaid card allows me to send mms blogs. GAHH. Haha. Just when I'm low on cash I make a realization like this one!
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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