a nightmare would be a life without you

Dejavu
Monday, July 25, 2005 12:33 PM

I had the same dream again. The one about a flooded toilet that won't flush and a spirit which causes the toilet to stop flushing and flooding instead whenever you try to pee.

What the heck?

Yeah. But this time the dream told me more than the last time. A bit more detail as to why the unreasonable spirit did not allow me to pee in that toilet or others to do so.

Its funny but in the previous dream and the one I had last night, I was in a 'school' but I don't know what school it is, and there is a 'classroom' that has long been converted into a toilet. So in both dreams I rush to the toilet and find it flooded. The doors wouldn't close or shut and the windows were all curtained, covering the bars and the window panes beneath it.

In both dreams I could also hear children milling around outside, concerned about holding the door shut for me.
And so I 'peed' at the squat toilet, and then the toilet bowl would always choke and I would jump back and the place would start flooding, and always with me would be Clara. :X Which IS WEIRD! And we will all rush for the door and find it locked by a loud voice booming. It just keeps getting weirder doesn't it. And in both nightmares... we would bang desperately imploring the rest on the outside to get us out of that hell of a toilet. Everytime the windows would smash open and both Clara and me would be able to escape. In the first dream it ends there... But last night it didnt. I learnt more about the nightmare and why the place seemed to be haunted. Which is already making me feel all creeped out because who on earth would actually see a flooded toilet the size of a classroom?

Somehow I found out that the 'spirit' was looking for a stone that Clara refused to give. It was some witch stone (sounds like SMALLVILLE right?) or something. Don't you find it terribly creative of our subconcious minds to produce utterly crazy nightmares like this one?

Clara refuses to give it to him although it doesn't benefit him because she insists he will use it for bad means or something. But then I don't know how but I talked to the spirit and it claims that he had nothing to gain but freedom from the toilet (haha, sounds like Aladdin right?) and also to destroy the witch who will one day take all the fragments of the stone. :X I know its so uncanny, so weird, so WEIRDDDD of me to have such a nightmare!
Anyway, Clara and I have already found 3 parts of the stone which leaves one fragment stuck in a room one level up from the class. We cannot reach it because.... we cannot reach it. Its a blardy nightmare, some things are so illogical like not reaching something because you just can't do it?

I listened to the spirit and found it genuinely telling the truth so I told him the whereabouts. And he was so happy and everything.

Fastforward of the nightmare occurs and I find myself at home which really isn't mine with a little brother I never had in real life. Haha. :X

He is chewing on a vitamin pill thats orange and saying it will bind the spirit to us and he cannot move where we don't want him too. *WTH??* And I chewed it too.

I wonder why in nightmares and dreams you do STUPID things like that and believe it all.
And then I woke up.

WEIRD!

Omgomgomg. I think I have the most moronic of dreams. I think I'm watching too much TV.
And also I had a nightmare (last night) that I had my two front teeth knocked out and then everything else fell out because I had 'weak gums'.

I was devastated (in the nightmare) and I refused to talk to anybody or look at anybody.

Then I woke up.

So my greatest fear is automated squat toilets and becoming 'bogay' lah. But having an extended version of my greatest fears in a nightmare which also has a story spinned around it is crazy in the absurd kinda way.
While other people are afraid of cockroaches (I am too), and heights (nah. I think heights are cool.) and ghosts (er... not really), I'm mortally afraid of auto flush squat toilets and becoming 'bogay'. Uh huh.

Creeped out,
carrie