Chillin' for a moment.
Thursday, September 01, 2005 9:05 AM
After yesterday's ordeal, I'm all better. Rest is your best painkiller. Trust me on this one. I was screaming at my sister over nothing (my pen actually), I had this growing tendency to fling stuff around and punch my pillow lots, I was crying and everything, not hungry one minute, binging the next, puking food up, lethargic when talking...
I'm glad its over.
Went to sleep and it went away. Thats a good thing about me I guess. I don't let things run overnight. And like I said, rest is your if not my, best painkiller. Everything fades away when you get enough of it.
So what if the paper was depressing. PAPERS I mean. So what if I'm SO gonna screw my prelim... No time to sulk about it... Time to dig into the paper mountain and start working my brains. I know I've said this thousands of times, but I'm serious... Its a pia to the finish for my o levels to get into Ngee Ann Mass Comms. I'm making sure I'm gonna make my dreams come true. Okay, not dreams, but I screw up my prelims, I'm not gonna screw up my life. Time to focus. Time to focus. I can't afford to screw up ONE MORE TIME.
Its a second chance. You've felt what you've felt Carrie. You don't want to burn out one day before a major paper. Work starts now. Rest starts now. Balance that.
Nerded mentally, carrie
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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Forgive the writer (specifically carrie) should she unknowingly offend. Excuse her. However like every other blogger in this blogosphere,
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