the end of the beginning =D
Monday, August 08, 2005 12:44 AM
phew. yup its finally ended. all the competitions, all the money used in taxis, renting lorrys, all the muscle used in carrying my guitar and amps around, all the practice we had to do resulting in numerous silent arguements and tough emotions. we think its best we take it slowly again from now on.
now we're back to playing music for the sake of music itself (and for local music alike), which usually we feel much better doing. i'm really poofed out from all this media and stuff. really appreciate the experience we've gotten in performance. now we finally know what goes behind the scenes, and what it takes to be a professional band. 2 finals none of fruit. i'm glad thou, i think we actually need fate to drive us a few blows before we emerge into the music scene, just like how the band strives to work better the next time we perform in public, and how u strengthen your forces before the final blow, instead of making a premature one. we've got a long way to go!
I love carrie much more now too. which girlfriend would stand alone in a crowd of hundreds waving a Zero Infinity banner for 5 hours through the perfomance? and still manage to come for our second final even thou she had to go to her aunt's? she's been of very great motivation for me and the band, and i do hope that i can make it up to her too. the fact that she's there motivates me to perform better and i'll promise to be there for whatever competition she would be in.
anyway back to my basic commitments now. Studies, Hockey, Council. haven't been watching TV for a long long time. usually its only CSI and LOST. now its a few episodes of CSI and LOST. oh well i'll get used to it. i love my life and what i'm doing with it. happy national day Singapore! damn its late.
as a friend, guitarist and lover, _Weisheng_ (undoubtedly still loves carrie)
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
disclaimer
Certain name(s) have been changed to protect the privacy of the person(s) mentioned in blog entries.
This is done in view of the number of people who are able to access the blog. Also views expressed on this blog are usually done at the spur of the moment.
Forgive the writer (specifically carrie) should she unknowingly offend. Excuse her. However like every other blogger in this blogosphere,
she is still accountable for her blog entries.
