If you're disappointed. I am too. In fact... Very disappointed.
We don't have to agree... But you don't have to make me seem like a baby when I don't see eye to eye.
Its been weighing on me so long. Sometimes I wish I never brought it up. Why jeopardize our relationship over a stupid fear. I shouldn't have ever said anything. Because some truths are better left inside.
You're dissapointed...
I'm devastated.
When everyone thinks I'm weird... I don't need someone I treat so closely, even more closely than my parents and my sister, to tell me that again. To make it seem set in stone that I am weird.
And when I'm trying so hard to grow up, I don't need someone I love to tell me that I'm still a little kid.
What I need is someone to accept that for now, thats how I am... ... And that it will one day work out for the best...
too much to ask? carrie
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
disclaimer
Certain name(s) have been changed to protect the privacy of the person(s) mentioned in blog entries.
This is done in view of the number of people who are able to access the blog. Also views expressed on this blog are usually done at the spur of the moment.
Forgive the writer (specifically carrie) should she unknowingly offend. Excuse her. However like every other blogger in this blogosphere,
she is still accountable for her blog entries.
