It'll be awright anyway, but its a little itty bit worrying, kinda nagging type of worrying feeling, you get what I mean?
And my sis plays maple like an addict hooked on pot... =X I'm utterly amazed her eyeballs haven't popped out by now! And she uses this little flickering screen for like 491829481284309384 hours? I'm jealous! I use it for a little while and I'm shortsighted. Like a blind fly I am.
Gawd. Life... =X At least I'm not REALLY BLIND YET. YET.
Dearie also got lucky enough to go OBS! =) Thats pretty cool... 5 days at Ubin in December... I'm seriously getting a job no matter what anyone else says. I'm not gonna laze around at home. I'd rather get shot at work by political colleagues than rot meaninglessly at home... =X Hmm... About getting a job.
The big Os are like so soon... And here I am. Here I am, behaving like I always have. I flip through the books, practice here and there... But it doesn't feel like Os at the same time. Its rather confusing this feeling.
And very soon it will come and go. And I'll be left here standing, wondering what hit me.
Thats pretty weird.
Everything will turn out for the best. I hope.
Lots of Love, carrie
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
disclaimer
Certain name(s) have been changed to protect the privacy of the person(s) mentioned in blog entries.
This is done in view of the number of people who are able to access the blog. Also views expressed on this blog are usually done at the spur of the moment.
Forgive the writer (specifically carrie) should she unknowingly offend. Excuse her. However like every other blogger in this blogosphere,
she is still accountable for her blog entries.