Okaaaaaaaaay.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005 10:04 AM
You know how they say TERRIBLE TWOS?
Its entirely true.
It IS entirely true. It is THE tumultous time.
I went to read a couple of my "ex-juniors" (I not fit to be their senior lahhh! Lol.) blogs and I realize one thing... Once they HIT TERRIBLE TWOS... Haha. They are like gutsy with this fire inside that won't cool it at all. They have this thing about cussing too which is pretty interesting since... I don't know. Little Daphy was so... Little. And now she's like... Cussing and all. Which is CUTE. Haha. I find it very amusing that all of us were incredibly insane in sec two. Hating everything, wanting everything to make way for us, thinking that as long as we stick to our own way everything will work out, thinking that hanging in a clique and attacking each other is the only way to gain a foothold on anything at all. Its interesting. Very weird don't you think? I DO realize that I was once sec two and angry and angsty too. In fact I was so angsty once I hit Sec three I hit big time rebellion, got myself punished for a stupid thing I did which till now I don't regret but feel sorry for. (Thats really paradoxical right? But I don't know how to explain the whole guilt thing...)
Haha. Its CUTE! I think the secondary twos are sooo full of this rage all the time. Whether you were an '88 baby, '89 baby or whatever, its the same. Its this timeless quality about being 14! You barge around like a bull in a china shop, break a couple of porcelain cups, china bowls, crystal dishes, and THEN you grow up. Its kinda cool how WE ALL regardless of race, religion, upbringing... WE ALL go through that phase. Its kinda weird for me to be blogging about this... But what the heck. I just thought it was interesting thing about life.
And we all grow up.
Or we try.
And we become who we are.
Musing, carrie
This blog contains the memories of two people who hated each other at first, managed to get to know each other anyway, got attached for a year plus and then decided to break up.
They are very different people especially in personality and even though they love(ed) each other very much, there are some things that because of love, you have to let go.
Just happened that it would have to be this relationship.
They now remain very very good friends. (Time will tell if this sentence actually holds.)
3rd October 2004 - 20th January 2006
His Wishlist Whiteboard
Plug-in Acoustic
More Polo-tees
some amazing sound system in my room
more time
large bed
large room
win lottery
basically everything else
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